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CLARION CALL FOR REPENTANCE FOR SAINTS
My dear friends would recall that in the previous issue, the topic of repentance of ‘Sinners’ was dealt
in great detail, with the life of King Mannaseh as the case in point
(II Chronicles 33:1-20). They would
also recapitulate me stating that the blessed experience of ‘repentance’ need not be always be applicable
to sinners (who have never tasted God’s redemptive love) only, rather on the other hand it could be an
experience of saints (those who have tasted God’s redemptive love) too. This would lead to a conclusion
albeit strange, that saints too are prone to go off-track, hence the need of repentance for them too.
In this exercise, I propose to place before you friends, the lives of 3 saints who all repented after
having gone astray. Let me go on a chronological order
a) David ( around 1000 BC ): His sins of adultery & murder
( II Samuel 11 chapter) are well-known
to most of us as well his heart-felt repentance, the intensity of it can well be gauged by his
passionate words in
Psalm 51: 16 & 17 ‘ You do not want penance, if you did how gladly I would do it!
You are not interested in offerings burned before you on the altar. It is a broken spirit you
want-remorse & penitence. A broken & a contrite heart, O God, You will not ignore’. The very essence
of repentance has been captured here in the highly emotive words of David. History has it that David
was forgiven, though the effects of his great fall into sin continued to haunt him & his nation for
quite sometime after his restoration.
( II Samuel Chapters 12 to 20) , like an ugly scar after a big
surgery.
While, it would serve us well to use
Psalm 51 as a model prayer of repentance, it would serve us
better (I am digging a bit more deep) to focus on the reasons which actually lead to our
fall in the first place. Take David’s case, the main cause behind his trip into sin goes beyond
seeing a bathing beauty at nighttime. In this context, the opening verses of II Samuel 11 are
worth pondering upon. At that time, his Nation was involved in a war, & he instead of being in
the thick of the things…marshalling his forces on the warfront, was an overconfident soul
(no doubting his mighty army…
II Samuel 23) strolling on the rooftop unable to sleep in the night
( been napping in the day? ). Being at the wrong place at the wrong time, is an open invitation
for sin to attack us as David’s fall would amply testify. Been in wrong places lately? Spending
time in seemingly harmless activities which may not be big sins in themselves but can set us up
for a big fall ? Gluttony, lazing about…. head the list of these kind of activities. Heed the
warning & stay away from them.
However, David the adulterer & murderer did make amends with a passionate prayer of repentance.
Rose from the ashes figuratively as it were by immersing himself in ashes physically as a sign
of deep remorse, once confronted by God
(II Samuel 12 :1 to 12 ) over his sinful conduct.
Praise God, David was forgiven & once again with his conscience purged off the dark stains of sin,
could rejoice in the presence of his Creator through this life & beyond.
b) Jonah (around 775 BC ): In this fantastic story (the Book of Jonah comprising of only 4
chapters can be conveniently read in one sitting ) of a vast nation of Ninevah repenting, we quite
often forget the story of the ‘fall & rise’ of an individual….Mr Jonah himself.
Jonah’s repentance from the belly of a whale (undoubtedly Jonah to put it in a lighter vein apparently
had the dubious distinction of being the first aboard a natural submarine) is a classic case of our
good Lord taking us to the brink, whenever we resist His will. Simply put, how much trouble Jonah
could have saved for himself & his co-passengers on the ship to Tarshish, had he simply boarded a
ship to Ninevah instead! Without being judgmental, let us admit that we all have a habit of
learning the only way we know best…. the hard way… at least some of the times. Oh how many Christians
have had the boat of their lives rocked, especially when they did not submit to His will immediately
of taking-up Full time ministry!
Amazingly, the good news is that our Lord is always willing to use us to accomplish His purposes
unmindful of our past rebellions as Jonah’s life clearly bears out.
Jonah’s prayer of repentance from a Whales belly also dispels the theory that God forgives only
those sins confessed at the Church altar rather his story eloquently states that there is no bar
to repentance or prayer vis-à-vis any place in the universe… an astronaut in his spacesuit in deep
space can also pray or for that matter repent if convicted of his sins.
Following Jonah’s repentance, how comforting & reassuring it is for us to read the following
verses …‘Then the word of the Lord came to Jonah a second time…
(Jonah 3:1&2).’ Oh the willing
heart of the gracious Master to use a rebellious servant once again though He could have easily
discarded him in favour of his more obedient ones!
‘Father, we confess our apathy to thy work, we commit our lukewarm selves into thy hands to be put on
fire for thee once again… for thy glory’.
c) Peter ( in the Ist century AD ): Was his denial
(Luke22:56- 60) of the Lord a clear case of
cowardice…developing cold feet in the face of adversity ? Nay. I would say, it was in fact a deeply
humbling experience to him who consciously or unconsciously always projected himself as the Leader of
the pack. Seeing his priorities for what they really were ‘My skin comes first’ must have been a
chastising experience especially after he had prided himself COME WHAT MAY of being a
fierce loyalist at all times!
(Luke22:33).
No one dare say, he did not love the Lord, he did love him otherwise, he would not have shed bitter tears
of repentance soon after his act of denial
(Luke 22:62) registered on his senses. Oh yes only that in
that moment of trial, his love for self got the better of a fierce loyalist in him.
Momentary falls are not alien to us, at the spur of the moment an unbecoming behavior may have got better
of us many a time. An approving wink at a dirty joke in the marketplace is all it takes to switch sides…
from God’s side to that of the Foe.
How many times, with soiled consciences, we have come to the Lord, & the same Lord who lovingly restored
Peter has been kind not only to restore us but also use us in His vineyard, like the way He did Peter.
Let us praise Him for His patience of bearing with all our failings time & again.
Peter’s repentance, his restoration, his bold preaching thereafter
(Acts 2nd Chapter), his stupendous
miracles
(Acts 5:15 –Sick were cured by his shadow falling upon them) –a clear affirmation of Jesus’
words in John14:12,13
( My disciples would do greater miracles* than me ) - & his triumphant martyrdom
(wanted to be crucified upside down, as he felt he was not worthy of being crucified like his Lord )
bear ample testimony to the fact the good Lord is ever willing to restore & use His fallen saints for
His mighty purposes.
* no sick person was cured by the shadow of Jesus falling on him/her.
Yes, dear friends, the good Lord who did not caste away David, Jonah or Peter, when they went astray
is ever willing not only to restore us but also to use us… if we sincerely repent in our fallen condition
wherever we are now, having slipped away from His path.
Let us not deprive ourselves of the joy of salvation for long, for none can take its place in our heart.
Without any further delay, let us in repentant spirit walk back to Him… the source of our infinite
joy in this world & the world to come.
If we are sunk like Jonah, deep beneath the sea surface, taking a small step of repentance there,
would be akin to taking a giant leap into the “surface” of God’s arms once again…
(Suresh Manoharan)
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